Better Days

I am so damn frustrated! We went to the doctor yesterday, and he pretty much gave us no hope. Not, that it is the doctor's fault... cause it isn't.... but I get so angry... What bothers me the most.... NOTHING is covered by insurance! NOTHING.... NOTHING..... NOTHING! But, the state of Wisconsin will keep supporting women who go out and get pregnant as their source of income. (I'm not saying anything bad about people that need help, and are making a valid effort... that is why it is there. Not for the people that are just plain LAZY!) So, I wonder if I lost my job, if the state would start paying for all this fertility stuff? I am just talking out my butt.... I just get irritated.... Nate and I want a baby, and unless we come up with some major cash quick... we will wait and wait.....

I know this is all part of God's master plan, I think that is the only reason I haven't lost it by now. I can't remember the last time I got so emotional about anything.....

Hoping for sunnier days!
Tyff