Just out of reach....

Does God hear me when i cry myself to sleep? Can anyone see what this is doing to me? I want to be a mommy so badly that it hurts inside... I know i need to shift focus, i know that my plan might not be God's plan.... but i am bullheaded and i want him to spell it out, LOUD AND CLEAR!

Off to the laundry..... hopefully i will be in better spirits soon!

Love

Verse

I received this email from a friend.... it really speaks to you.....

"to get something you never had, you have to do something you never did..." When God takes something from your grasp, he's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence: "The will of God will never take you where the grace of God will no protect you...."

Have a wonderful 4th of July!
We are going to the zoo!

Cheers!

Failure

As much as i don't think i am a failure, this week... i feel like i am. Yup, you guessed it.... i got my period and am not pregnant, once again. Just one more month, i am beginning to think this will never happen and that God has other plans for my life. I am just tired of the disappointment.... it is such a let down month after month.... I feel incomplete that i can't get pregnant...

Thanks to everyone who has been standing beside me and Nate during this really Long process...

Tiff

Do I really look that OLD?

So, what a week i've had....

Today one of my student employees told me she thought I was in my mid 30's..... after she saw the look of horror in my face.... she explained it was because I acted so mature.... (for those that know me.... I don't!) She then said just by looking at me she would have said I was AT LEAST 33... WOW!

So, I get home and I am telling my ever so caring husband.... and he said, yeah... there are some days that you do look older....

There you have it..... a perfect way to end the week...... Oh... and for the record, I'm 27... I just turned 27!

For my readers in their 30's or older.... I don't think 30 is old.... I just tend to think that I will stay 29 forever! :)

Our Anniversary!

I have been married a year today! I feel very blessed to have Nate in my life. I never knew the meaning of True Love until I met him. He really does complete me. I really am the lucky one....

Happy Anniversary to the man of my dreams....

Always and Forever,

Tiffany

Yippy!

I ovulated this month! Maybe having a baby of our own isn't too far fetched after all. We will just keep praying and keep trying.... it is bound to happen!

Thanks to all of you who have been supportive.... we really do appreciate you all!

Love.....

Thank You...

We were sitting down to eat brunch on Saturday and I was getting everything on Kaden's plate ready. I gave him his food and he said, "Thank You for cooking for me." I responded with, "your welcome Kaden..." Kaden looks at his dad and says, "why aren't you gonna tell Tiffy thank you! Tell her thank you for cooking daddy!!"

Maybe the 3 year old will teach that husband of mine some manners!

A few minutes later, Kaden informs us, "my tummy doesn't want to eat that....."

Ahhhhh.... to be 3 Again!