Just out of reach....

Does God hear me when i cry myself to sleep? Can anyone see what this is doing to me? I want to be a mommy so badly that it hurts inside... I know i need to shift focus, i know that my plan might not be God's plan.... but i am bullheaded and i want him to spell it out, LOUD AND CLEAR!

Off to the laundry..... hopefully i will be in better spirits soon!

Love

Verse

I received this email from a friend.... it really speaks to you.....

"to get something you never had, you have to do something you never did..." When God takes something from your grasp, he's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. Concentrate on this sentence: "The will of God will never take you where the grace of God will no protect you...."

Have a wonderful 4th of July!
We are going to the zoo!

Cheers!

Failure

As much as i don't think i am a failure, this week... i feel like i am. Yup, you guessed it.... i got my period and am not pregnant, once again. Just one more month, i am beginning to think this will never happen and that God has other plans for my life. I am just tired of the disappointment.... it is such a let down month after month.... I feel incomplete that i can't get pregnant...

Thanks to everyone who has been standing beside me and Nate during this really Long process...

Tiff